Lonely... I am Mr.Lonely..
I have nobody for my own...
...I am so lonely...
This song of Akon...matches my mood exactly at times....In the city of mumbai..where there is a crowd for every reason and season..and where people around you never let you be alone...why do you feel so lonely even in a crowd?
Why do I feel that even having my friends and family around me...surrounding me with love and joy...i feel lonely?? Psychatrists would call it 'alienation'. I dont know...at times I am so clueless...as if I am detaching myself from myself...as if there is a gap in life that I need to fill...but don't know how....as if I am waiting for something to take place in my life but dunno what...as if I need to get away..but dont know where.
I don't know whether I am making any sense or not...but that is how I feel at times...
It is not as if I am in this mood everyday...its just one of those days...when every small thing irritates you..when u feel " Hell man!! I wanna get out of it...!!!! "
Though I am sure I am not getting into a nervous breakdown or something...just those times when I need a hell lot of space...even in a crowd...thats how I feel "LoNeLy YeT NoT @LoNe..."